i miss you and i think about you a lot. i miss you a lot. i miss you a lot. i miss you very much. it makes me sad to look at your blog, but i do it anyways because i miss you very much.
the biggest one hurts a lot right now and it just feels weird in general. you can see subcutaneous tissue if you open it up with your fingers. its gonna be a cool scar.
red - self explanatory. the red on my face is skin-picking.
yellow - stretch marks, ear piercings.
green - knee scrapes, heel incidents.
blue - knee surgery from last month. gnarly scar!
wow…this looks so little compared to everyone else. but in real life there are more scars and it looks worse. :/
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one of them, you can peer into whatever is under your skin layers, if you open it up a bit. satisfied.
going to attempt to cut deep tonight like I did back in January and freaked myself out for a few hours. idk. I just feel like it. don’t worry.
I was showering and when I was done, I pulled back the doors and I looked straight at my fat and disgusting body. I looked in the mirror and I hated what I saw.
I was watching degrassi today and I saw the episode where Ellie cut herself with her compass, like the ones in the math kits. I took out my own compass once I got to my room and I tried cutting. the point was extremely sharp but it didn’t even break the skin. So I rummaged around in the drawer of school supplies and I found an old pencil sharpener. With the compass, I broke out the blade and made a few cuts on my disgusting, fat, bloated, enormous belly.
